God Loves You
LOVE does not keep a record of the wrongs done.
LOVE is not love if it does not forgive. God is LOVE, He does not keep a record of your wrongs, He forgives your wrongs.
We are taught that God keeps a list of the wrongs people have done, and in the end, if the wrongs you have done outweigh the rights you have done, then your goose is cooked and you will receive punishment form God. This religious up-side-down thinking has caused people to become sin-focused, believing that God associates our past with our future by punishing us in the future for sins in the past, rather than forgiven-focused where the wrongs in our past are cast into the sea of His forgetfulness not to be remembered against us anymore.
Take heart...God has no sea of remembrance when it comes to your sin of the past.